Lil' Darling...

Berlin winters are tough in many ways, especially for a native Californian like myself who has been through my 4th winter here....so far. Why do i continue... I was certain I was a sadist....but perhaps I'm a closeted masochist...

Do you know what I mean? After months and months and months of gloomy, cold, icey conditions (I even broke a rib this year..NEVER broke anything in my life till this year....) And now that the sun is shining, I don't know what to do this time, its been the most difficult transition, it's just been a f**cked up year in general for most, I think the toughest thus far, not just locally but globally and personally... I prefer the darkness over the light....I once did a series called "In Darkness There is Light"..I wish I can get back to that naiveté.......I want to enjoy the light again, lil' darling..